choosing the color of candy
So it’s been a while since I logged on to Tumblr. I had this weird depressed feeling for quite some time already. And you know i can’t post it on Facebook because that would mean publicity, or let’s just say laying down the cards in front of the crowd. So that’s why I’m here.. The emotion. Maybe because I’m now jobless and I don’t know where I should be. Oh well, I’m unemployed. And yes, I’m pressured, too pressured to handle it. I had so many things going around in my mind. Regrets.. Uh no, frustrations and my dreams. Haay How can I achieve my goals and pursue my dreams if I have no job? It sucks big time. And the fact that I am not getting any younger. Everyone’s expecting me to be happy but I am not. Having good relationships with your partner and loved ones do matter but that’s just not about it. You have to be satisfied with yourself first before sharing that satisfaction to someone else, thus in satisfaction comes happiness. Then why am I sitting here, why wouldn’t I go out and make some action like looking for a job? Yes yes, I do understand that but it is just so hard. It really is. How I wish I’d stay to my childhood years when choosing the color of the lollipop was the most difficult decision…
Begin to doubt your own sanity. SHUTTER ISLAND.
It’s hard being left behind. (…) It’s hard to be the one who stays.
Why is love intensified by absence?
Don’t you think it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?
Good relationships balance over time. This means that at any particular point in time, the relationship may appear quite unbalanced: One partner may be more nurturing; one may be more needy; one may be providing all the financial support, etc. But if both partners are loving, understanding, giving, dedicated and flexible, then the relationship can handle all kinds of ups and downs, and still be strong, exciting and, yes, romantic. The best relationships are well balanced. Not a delicate balance; not a static balance- but a dynamic ever-changing balance.
enjoy THE SHOW! :)
GOOD GIRLS GONE BAD. i soo love the song :)
